I weep at the thought of it.
I can't do it. I can't re-write it. I can't leave it out.
There is a lot of pain and heartache in this chapter. I was able to write it but somehow the thought of capturing it with the camera has put me off. I am working through it the best way I can. It will get done.
Here is a teaser at least so you know I AM working on it.
You do not HAVE to take that shot that's tearing you up. No sims police are going to give you a ticket for alluding to something you don't want to display. Don't hurt yourself over it, it's not worth it. If I can help if any way, let me know.
ReplyDeleteI think I understand what you're going through Gayl.
ReplyDeleteSort of anyway.
I've shot scenes that had me cursing all the time I was doint them. Felt literally sick to the stomach - all because the whole scene I was trying to capture was just too personal.
I made it through somehow, but it was awful.
No it didn't have to do with the kind of loss you're dealing with here. But still - I think I can relate.
I happen to disagree with Beth. I think that - after you've done it, and somehow won that battle, youcome out stronger, and therefore it IS worth the pain. In the end.
But right now, you're feeling the pain, trying to deal with it; and that's darn hard.
Take as much time as you need, and feel free to cry on my (virtual) shoulder whenever you need.
Take care, OK?